"One week I hit a crossmember and it just knocked the head of the guitar off and of course the audience laughed and it made me very, very angry, actually, that the audience were laughing, and so I thought ‘how can I turn this into something, you know, real? It’s not a joke, I’m really freaking out, here. I mean it, I mean it…’ so, I smashed up the whole guitar." (x)